TWILIGHT TRYST

Follow me sweet through the pale moonlight,
Take my hand in yours and hold on tight,
Mystery surrounds you like a midnight veil,
Beauty in modesty like a fairy tale,
In a world where only me and you exist,
Hand in hand walking to our Twilight Tryst,
Beautiful be the place like the woman within,
Entwined in an embrace free of all sin,
Allured by that intense wonder
deep in your eyes,
I long for your touch and what would be...
My heart's demise.

 LOVE DIFFERENCES

Sometimes love is not enough;
That's what I've been told
Even as tears roll down my face,
I realize that love is hard enough
It's not full of the promises in fairy tales
Sometimes, love does not even matter
It's the last thing thought about
in happily ever afters
Love, that is said to conquer all,
Only makes matters complicated
I could believe that it does prevail
But our differences might be hard to ignore
And though, we've tried to look the other way
It just keeps haunting us.
Our love so strong,
Can make it through the turbulence,
But not this wall of obstacles
I wish it were different
I wish we were alike
I wish...
But the question is;
Should I take d' easy way out?
Or the toughest?
Both are d' hardest decisions to make.

 IF YOU WERE MY MAN

If you were my man,
I would have kissed your forehead,
your eyes,your hands and lips...
I would have given you a tight hug...
I would have played with your hair...
I would have sat on your lap
and then kissed you on your neck...
Or just give you a hug
to feel your presence in my life...
I would have allowed your face
on my lap and shoulders...
Finally, I would rest my head
on your shoulders,
cry and say...
"I love you and I miss you"
And then close my eyes...
Hoping that you will always be with me.

 COOL BLUE EYES

Sweetest lover of my soul
I see your cool blue eyes
When I close my own.

Your warm, clean essence
Surrounds me in my daydreams
as your strong arms enfold.

My lips long to kiss your chest
Where your heart beats steady below
And then travel up, and down.

You opened that heart to me
And showed me your spirit
At once strong and vulnerable.

We kiss so soft and hot
Our tongues touch, bitter and sweet
A taste like chocolate and wine.

Our breath comes hard
I inhale your masculine flower
You (love) bite my flesh, I sigh.

I want to protect, pleasure, love you.
I want to be loved, cherished by you.
What would I do … without you?

 HAVE YOU EVER

Have you ever felt love with your fingertips
Have you ever kissed a breath of emotion
Have you ever closed our eyes
and seen your destiny

Have you ever made love to a real dream
Have you ever pinched yourself to awake
Have you ever held your breath
Have you ever spoke the words I need you

Have you ever felt your heart
pounding through your chest
Have you felt goosebumps with the very sight
Have you ever giggled inside
Have you ever drawn hearts in the sand

Have you ever held a hand
that is gentle and warm
Have you ever just felt a wave of trust,
pure trust
Have you ever known from the beginning
Have you ever just layed still daydreaming

Have you ever felt scared with excitement
Have you ever shared a smile
Have you ever held on tight
Have you ever longed to kiss his lips

I have

I have always known I would fall in love
I have so much love to give
I have you in my heart forever

 I OFTEN WONDER

I often wonder where you were
And why it took so long
To find your eyes

I often wonder how it would have been
To have met you years ago

I often wonder how long we have
To love one another
And if we will be cut short of time

I often wonder how lucky I am
That you are mine to love

I often wonder how long missing you will last
Nights spent alone
Without you by my side

I often wonder that we are meant to be
True chemistry, passion and trust

I often wonder why you love me so
The way you look at me
And hold me with tenderness

I often wonder why loving you is so easy
Natural and exciting

I often wonder how we look in the world
If people notice how in love we are
When they watch our motions

I often wonder how different life would be
To give birth to your child
And to have had a loving family together

I often wonder why time makes a difference
And where you’ve been all my life...

 LOVE IS ALL I HAVE

Love is happiness
Love is pain
Love is sunshine
Love is rain

Love can put you to sleep
Love can keep you awake
Love can hurt so deep
Love can feel so great

Love can be heaven
Love can be hell
Love can be you're lost
Love can be you're found, as well

Love for you is all I feel
Love for you, so true so real
Love for you is all my life
Love for you Nancy, My Queen, My Wife

THAT POSE

I can stare at that pose
For hours on end
Hand on your chin
That's where it all began

It caught my eye
As never before
I knew I just had to know more

That smile on your face
Eyes that speak
All started making me so weak

Faint at heart
When I read your words
Making my eyes all a blur

Happy tears came rolling down
Knowing I had found
Someone who could reach me
In a place so warm
Right inside
You know where it's at

Rest your head right on me
Feel my heart beat
And you will see
That this lady
Adores you tremendously

Your words, that pose
God only knows
How much I love you

 FRIENDS

Special people are called friends,
they seem to always have a helping hand,
they bring something to your heart,
but the worst thing to do is come apart.

Friends seem to know how to make your day,
every time they pass your way,
they'll give you a smile,
to make you happy for awhile.

So if you need someone by your side,
friends will be there as time goes by,
if you have a special friend,
always keep them 'til the end.

 TRUST

It's never yet started
what we thought would do
The trust in our lives
It was there and we never knew

You dont have to say it
You dont have to show
I knew it all along
Which you could never know

If I dont tell you something
which I don't want to tell
You might feel I am hiding
And don't love you that well

Trust is there in many ways
It has never made us apart
Makes us stronger each passing day
Even if our future is dark

There are times when words don't say
Then, at least my lips don't lie
take my hand and forget the trust
Let me hold you so that we can fly

ALWAYS

I love you forever
Through thick and thin
If you're ever in turmoil
I'll help you win

Whatever you face
I'll help you through
I'm always your friend
And will always be true

I promise to listen
A friend to value
If ever you're sinking
I'll be to your rescue

Help weather any storm
If ever your feeling blue
I promise unconditonally
To always be there for you

Any time in the future
I can always be relied
A friendship bond shared
Will remain forever tied

 WHO WHAT WHERE AND WHY

Who makes me smile without being here?
That when skies are grey, calms all my fears?
Who lights up my world
when they hold me so tight?
It is you...
the man I desire to hold me all night.

What is it about you that drives me so crazy?
It's the way that you treat me
and look at me baby.
You're so handsome and strong
and just so amazing,
You make me feel blessed
and feel proud I'm your lady.

When did I know that I had surely struck gold?
When thoughts of you lingered,
and they never got old.
When texting and phone-talking were no longer enough
and a whole day not seeing you
always seems tough.

Where did you come from
and where had you been?
I'd been looking for you,
since God knows back when.
You're so sweet and so kind
and fill me with pleasure
I think life has prepared me
for you and your treasure.

Why am I feeling like I need no other?
It is you that I yearn for,
you fill my heart's hunger.
You're my star and my moon
and you're warm like the sun.
You're my wishes, my prayers...
all answered in one!

 I BELIEVE YOU ARE MINE

Seeing you in front of me gave me courage...
Seeing you gave my life a purpose...
You mean the whole world to me...
Don't you ever remember me?
I was living only in hope
that you be mine forever...
I want to ask my heart...
Why did it feel
that you too feel the same for me...
Why did my heart love and trust you so much that it could not see anyone else...
Why did it always want you?
Why did it want to be close to you every time?
So many unsolved questions...
In the church,
When i pray
why do i remember you all the time?
I feel that
God does not want me to forget you...
There is hope that you will be mine...
I get the feeling that...
One day we will be together...
Holding hands
and confessing our love to each other...
Is it my illusion?
I believe and feel that you miss me
as much as i miss you...
I don't have the courage to love someone else
For i still believe you are mine..

 SECRETS

I should have kept my secret
It was a big mistake
Although I always wondered
What difference it would make

I should have kept my secret
Should have kept it in my heart
I’m hoping I am strong enough
To not let this tear us apart

I should have kept my secret
I was really quite naïve
to think that this tangled web
I could once again unweave

I should have kept my secret
I’ve done it well before
But now it’s in the open
And my heart is very sore

I always sat and wondered
What difference it would make
I guess I have my answer
But it’s too late to take it back

My question now to you, my luv
Is: What’s it gonna be?
Was there a lesson learned thru this
Or do you continue hurting me?

 I WISH

i wish you knew
how much I wanna spend time with you
i wish that I can find out
your favorite things
so we can do them together
i wish I could hold you in my arms
and never let you go
i wish i could tell you
what's on my mind
i wish for the day that you are mine
i wish I wasn't scared
to let you know how I fee

 HIDDEN EYES

Look into my eyes my friend
Tell me what you see
Do you see the one that longs to cry
"You were meant for me?"

Let me take your hand my friend
I will follow you everywhere
Time with you is magical
Can't you see I care?

Someday I will be brave my friend
and we will stand face to face
I will sing these words out loud
and melt in your embrace.

 ARMY OF KIND LOVE

Young soul, young man,
a son, a friend, a soldier.
A combination of beings inhabiting one body.
No one will understand this individual’s meaning
Except for the young soul, young woman,
a daughter, a friend, who leans to him.

He is the pillar of strength
that enables her to keep going.
A beacon of light when her days are grey.
He is the warm embrace
when the nights grow cold,
and he is the spark
that ignites the embers of her life.
His smile brings the floods of the heart
to the surface.
His eyes hold their entire future.

One single kiss between the two
changed the entire course of their history.
The future altered and now a mystery.
Together they face the world,
all the while letting their love unfold.
Impending departure lingers on their minds,
And their souls are teased
by the future goodbyes.

Days are spent experiencing the other,
as if meeting for the first time.
She breathes him in just to cling to his scent, hoping it will last for the months he is gone.
Throat tightens to think of being alone,
and it gets harder to breathe
the closer the time comes.
She knows she is not the first to ever experience such intense emotions.
However, he is the story of her life.
Together they begin their journey.
He’s a soldier deploying,
leaving behind his army wife.

 COULD BE THIS ONE

I am trying to avoid what is going on.
It just seems that this isn't real.
Could I have actually found the one for me?
We get along great,
we want the same things in life.
We have the same and different interests.
He likes me for me.
I like him for him.
He treats me like a woman.
He respects me.
I respect him.
We can't wait to see each other the next time, everytime.
But, I'm holding back.
I am holding back because I am afraid.
Scared because
this has never happened before.
Blinded by past relationships that weren't real.
This is real.
I try to show what I want him to see.
Although I am shy, it comes out in little ways.
His ways are apparent.
I love the way he looks at me
and the way he treats me.
I need to let go.
Let go and live life.
Maybe live... live with him.
Enjoy life with him.
Love life with him.
Could this be the one?

 YOU HAVE GIVEN ME

You have given me a treasure
that's worth more than you could buy.
The love I've always dreamed of,
fell out of the sky.
I'm convinced you were sent
to prove that love is real
An angel sent to show me
how being loved should feel.
When I look into those eyes of yours,
I see deep inside of you.
What I found is something
that I'd only heard was true.
An angel in the flesh, you stand in front of me
offering the love that
I've been searching for so desperately.
I have prayed that you would come.
I've been counting down the days.
You have saved me, my love,
in so many different ways.
No matter what the future
has in store for you and I,
I'll cherish every second that passes us by.
You have filled the empty place
that's kept me from feeling whole.
You have touched me and begun to heal me deep inside my soul.
I never want to leave you wondering
if my heart belongs to you.
That should never be a question.
No matter what we go through.
Just watch, my love, and you will see
that I belong to you alone.
Love isn't just what's said out loud,
it's also what is shown.
You are proof that God hears me
when I pray to him at night.
He sent to me an angel that
knows how to treat me right.
Sometimes it's written in the stars. Some things are just meant to be.
I believe that love always finds a way.
Just the way it brought you to me.

 I' D SAY

I'd say
I promise never to fall in love again
But to say that
Would be a total lie
Because
You can't help who you love
And
You can't help if they don't love you back
All you can promise
Is to keep your heart open
Your soul free
And just have fun
Because in the end
Without love and pain
Can you really s
You lived life to its fullest?
After all at some point
You're going to have to realize
You don't have to look for the one that
you'll spend forever with
At least not now
Eventually you will
But don't pain yourself over broken promises
Broken relationships
And broken hearts
Try your best to keep alive
Keep your heart beating inside
Love when the time is right
Fight for your right to be by his side
Don't hold back
Don't dwell on past pain
If he is the one
And he lets you go
Let him go in return
Give him his freedom
After all
As the saying goes
If you love something
Let it free
If it returns to you
Then it is truly yours
And even if it hurts
And he doesn't come back
At least you had love
And a chance at happiness is still there
After all
It is said
It is better to have loved and lost
Then to never have loved at all
So even if you feel broken and small
You should always try
And hold your position
Stand tall
And know that
One loss
Or one mistake
Won't kill you
You're only human
So is he
And from the pain
That he may have caused
Just remember
That only brings you
One step closer
To true happiness
To your destined love
To your mate
Your soul mate
The love of your life
The one who will stand by your side
Protect you till the end
Kiss and hug you
Like he is afraid you'll disappear
Nothing can break you
Not even your past
Just keep fighting
Because in the end
Everything that's come to pass
Happened for a reason
And that reason
Well, that may seem like a mystery now
But soon you will realize
That it all happened for a greater reason
than the pain
And that reason,
That reason is to help you along your path
To finding your destiny
So even though it hurts
You must remember
The pain is showing you
That he wasn't the one meant for you
That your destiny is to come true
And that the true destiny that awaits you
Is in your true love's arms
And it may take years
but the pain will guide you
Don't let it hide you
For if you do
You will only stand in your own way
Of your complete happiness
So continue to dream
And continue to fight
It is in your right to find love and happiness
We all have that one person out there
That has the kiss that makes you see fireworks
That says romantic words
that will make you blush
That has a way of showing and telling you
You'll be together forever

 MANY TIMES

Many times you have told me
You love me dearly
You love me more than I ever know
And it will be forever, ‘til your last breath…

Your love that keeps me going
Making my day brilliant
Giving me encouragement and hope
When I am so depressed
being alone in the desert

Many times I am hearing from you
You will be joining me
To express your love
To let me know what really is
inside your heart...

Many times I have waited
For you to fulfill your promise
But until now...
I am still alone in the desert.

 STANDING AT THE EDGE

When everything around you seems to collapse
and the world seems like a
cold, dark, and lonely hole;
in the midst of all the pain and unhappiness,
know that I will be the one
standing at the edge
with a smile and understanding in my heart,
and an outstretched hand to help pull you out;
to help you see that
within the darkness of this world,
our love will be the light to guide us through.
And when I find myself in that same dark hole,
I know that you will be there
standing at the edge
waiting for me.

SACRED LOVE

With angel's wings you carried me
with your divine kiss you blessed me
with your holy love you converted me
from a lost devil to a loving sheep
thanks to you i feel complete,
due to the fact that every time we meet
i forget my problems
and my sense of insecurity
i found a place of ultimate purity
it's not obscure
the feeling you give me is secure
being in your arms is a feeling so unique
i will follow you like a sheep
i am the sheep and you are my shepherd
i will follow you until the end,
lend you my heart so you can know
that without you in my life
i would fall apart